This morning Maia woke up badly and she was really crabby. I brought her to daycare and she started bawling - she LOVES her daycare normally so it broke my heart to see her cry like that. I stayed around the corner until she calmed down but it was rough. When I picked her up from daycare she was happy - until we got home and the whining and tantrums started. It's been a tough few days with her - I don't know if it's because Ben is gone or if she's just going through a stage but I'm not sure what to do about it. I'm thankful that she goes down for bed and naps really well but I hope this 5:30 wakeup time will stop soon - I need sleep. I'm averaging about 4.5-5 hours a night with pumping and early wakeups.
I'm still sick. I've been taking Immodium and it seems to help some but I can only take it 4 times in a 24 hour period. I'm praying this leaves me soon because I miss my girls and I hate not being able to go see them.
The girls are doing fine. They both gained weight yesterday and the doctor brought Lily's oxygen flow down from 1.5 liters to 1 liter so I hope she does well on that! Last time we did it we had to put her back up to 1.5 because she couldn't handle it.
Grandma's funeral is scheduled for Wednesday afternoon which means that Ben will be extending his stay in Seattle. I figured that would happen and of course he should be there for it but boy do we miss him here! It will be nice to have him home again, I've been pretty emotional lately.
